New day intrinsically. Prone intrinsic sleep, A world so strange, It mocks the sane, Or so it seems to be, As two arrange for three, Plan the day, Hours wane, So one can live in peace, Intrinsic wake so suddenly, Search for cables in a rage, Time is locked away. Twenty minutes after three, Moon falls soon from the trees, Longing for to stay, Now not time for play, I clean myself and peace, Work for eight or so at least, Bike home, Bus if there is rain, Smoke a bowl then meditate, One by one prepare the feast. Deranged I aim to vaguely please, People bitching in my face, Keeping up a steady pace, Intrinsically return to sleep, New days for eternity.
We walk, sleep, and love at same time. Never touching same land, Maybe we have seen same clouds or birds. It's super deep; seabed at high tide. Such height to withstand; Able to perceive high twos as thirds. Gifts like Hebe; she gives a young mind. Youth-centered slow man, Thus in dreams; youth in ancient worlds. I derive order from a simply beautiful life. Beautifully skilled stoneman, Carving life for himself in beautiful strides, My woman is a strong plan sublimed, Though I'm sure a leap could suffice, With her I see that without her I'm blind.
Once a me wan't blissing his kings. One said, "You bring me down fool, You'll be the next that I fling." I know not the world, But knew he could toss, He flung fools via sling. I'm no albatross, I thus fear the sea; Whose direction it faced. As a favor for me, If only poor kings flung us fools to their dreams. I dream of a land filled with kings being fool-led. Currying favors for an all-curry feast with warm drinks and stale bread. Instead I packed my bauble knife for that night I fled. In stead understanding this king was a beast with no heart in his head. Once I peaced though I pissed on his rings.
See depths of apathy, In lengths of hair, Like half of me there, Other half in'other room, Gaping blankly it stares there too, Too, too, thoughts like lasers shooting off in my mind, See depths of beauty filling my eyes' seas, 'splayed 'round the front of my being, All this beauty is mine, Even you are in the bounty, You are the wind, the sail, the boat beneath my feet. You move me. You are a seed that grew toward this ever-falling tree. Freedom gnaws at nature, A crutching being what's need.
Soul searching, to quench my thirst. Burning coal. Dense smoke. Smouldering. Yearning whence, we control the hearse. Returning self-control and sense, Only to those left shouldering. Soul surviving artist dreampt the worst: All of my love to her, All of her love in return. All for I have yearned. Once dreams do I now incur, Nightmares embraced with au revoir, Left to die without concern. Simply to never again be reborn. Chorus Sings.
It all seems fine, but in the contents of Hell, In the contents of Hell we find ourselves, In these confines, context reveals, It all seems fine, take no notice of flaming steel. False conflicts too real, long to be alone teenaged. Reconciliation unreal, plans set and are sealed locked. Fools say both true and false can be nice, Consistent and lacking of.
It gets better, not in the context of health, In the context of health we need some help. In this complex, contents are sealed. It gets better, complicated of locks of steel Cause continents to kneel, or to be a lone teammate. Re-invigoration repeal, cancelled and revealed false. Truth of anything else would be nice, Instead of the lack thereof.
Self circled in dirt, Drawn via stick, To conjure Lapland giants, Keeping them sic, Self free from hurt, To conjure vagrants and larrikins, Doing battle in mine eyes, Cain's mark upon my lamb skins, Letters in twine. Speaking names in droves of demons, Melodic tunes 'twixt thought and time, Emblems of the saints and spirits, 'Mephisto, please, appear and rise!' Ut appareat et surgat Mephistophilis! A basilisk thus clouds mine eyes. 'Switch form you beast, but please don't die!' Smoke appears to change the guise, 'Return to me Franciscan Monk!' By magic I am blindly drunk, Mephisto doth appear to me, Apparently, he says, with ease. But apparently his own volition, Per accidens he blessed my wishes. 'I charge thee wait upon my life, Do what Sophist shall command, Be it moon to fall from night, Oceans all to swallow land, Orient wife with adjunct girls, Harvest the seas of opulent pearls. Surgat nobis dicatus The Sophist! Pray devoutly to the prince of hell, Confounding home with Elysium, The Sophist; To Whom Sophist dedicates himself.' Conjuror laureate beyond control, Mephisto a piece; Mystery whole.
In the name of women's rights, Two young men get pissed and die, By the blade in his own hand, By the rope he himself tied. In the name of women's rights, To never find out why, To never hear converse opinions, A mental homicide. Bitches screaming loudly, 'til their voices touch the sky. A lot of them are guys, Barring men from their own brethren, In the name of women's rights. Hoards of them unite; Birds in search of civil war, Spread their wings in flight, Planning only in the sun. They tear away the night, Blocking doors and bearing torches, Forcing entry via fight. As such, I fear I might, Find my way to unknown speaker, And be confronted via knife, By fanatics without wives, Or fanatics without husbands, Living stark perverted lives.
You stole my fucking stones, And now I want them back, I'm exhausted for no reason, And I doubt, I doubt your mind's on track. Where are all your pyramids? I've never seen a one, I'm angry all damned season, And I know, I know you're still undone. I'm damn tired for too damn long. Millennia since pyramids, Meager wage preventing treason, And I believe, I believe conspiracies in myriads. To stand back and reflect, Drowsy, Erect, Accomplished, And now we are the Iliads. Worthless, Lacking respect, All shit. New hands smacking old elect, Lousy, Inept, Unaccomplished, Yet the common ride on chariots, Horseless, Acting intact, Shit polished.
It's not easy being green. It's not easy helping people make their own disease. My name is Unimportant; I carry scopolamine flowers, And I pay nothing for it. My name? I'm Confused; I carry scopolamine flowers giving greetings profound. Playing God of the hour, Fleeting bodies abound. Falter and fumble and fall to the ground; Witnessing light of a paradise found. Leading the blind, With my feeble eyes, Misplaced moral outrage, Attempts to rewind. To see druidic days, Where there's bodies unfounded. Peat bogs set ablaze, Simple murders unsounded, Lacking cause, Mental haze killing thousands, Our future disgraced, Pelves smashed and heads pounded.
Dwelling in the desperate, Hermitage of my heart, Life is apparent, Yet it appears to be not, As it seams, Cupid's eyes blinded by cloth yards, Shooting at places unseen, And all the arrows' arc, Landing on me, Heart changing by second, Changing more in between, This Cupid gone blinded, Young, fat little fiend, Now days pass idyllically, Lost in the breeze, Days Simon Iff spends searching the trees, His goal has been set, Simple Simon sets free, Hiram Abiff in the woods on his knees. Arms cut from body, Both hands full of dandies.
Hoeryong Concentration Camp, Saul-ri, North Hamgyong, North Korea. Google Maps can see it; The place where he was raised. Hooks through shoulders dance; Three generations relieve it; Crimes against human spirit; Humanity crazed, Choose to not believe it. See Kitty Genovese, In a nation void of peace, Cries out for help. Markets open and diseased; Meth soaked in teas. Get high; Accept defeat.
WOLFGANG Harley riding, Snuff taking, Mah Jong playing. German Hell's Angel. Holding court daily, From his pool-side seat. The family man, Playing with his boy. Joking with his wife. Making instant friends, Of the strangers that he meets. Sharing a day to themselves, Doing nothing in particular, But everything in general. Dusti Rodes (2009)
In a Japanese Vein Koi Fisherman, Solitary, seated, Beside the endless water. Wherein the single specimen Silently swims. Casting a line that leaves No trace on the still surface. Bonsai In Japan, it is Bonsai, In England, it is August. It will soon be the Fall. In both. Dusti Rodes (2011)
Reflections on the demise of a Neighbour Everywhere here Is full up with junk That isn't really so. The building of a couple's lifetime. These possessions that are left Are all there is to show. The winged ducks Pots and pans Brooms and mops The crystal decanter with its glasses Projector and screen Slides taken of foreign mountain passes Planes and trains Books on stone polishing, birds, gardening and roses Videos and stills of Formula One heroes Transfixed in winning poses Sewing machine, curtains Cups and saucers Things that should have been handed on To beloved sons and daughters That never materialised. The log box, embellished in brass Figures of snails and owls Made in Caithness Glass Squirrels, dogs and hedgehogs Porcelain men and women Music boxes that play tunes While in the cutlery drawers Fish knives, glass rolling pin Even silver apostle spoons The collection of records, cd's and tapes Recorded by artistes, many long gone A multitude of stereos and tape decks To choose to play them on. Clocks and timers Wallets and watches TV and twin tub Clothes airer and spin dryer Pencils, pens and paper (by the ream) Plastic bags in all sizes Enough for several lifetimes Drills and saws Fishing tackle Fly, sea and coarse Full blown sou'wester sailing suit And around in the garage Long wader boots An iron gate Wrought with his own hand All serve to measure The mark of the man. Dusti Rodes (2004)
A Week Away A week away A cottage in the Cotswolds Solitary single socks All in a line On parade Hands like hooks Feet that throb Barms and breezes In Blackpool Fortunes found and told Tramlines Scarring the seascape Soaring seagulls Hawk-like hands Flaying feet Seagulls that screech Mayhem in Mablethorpe Being Stumped in Boston As to which way to go Kiss me quick Squeeze me slow hats For edible orifices Wonka's Willies Trams travelling Towards the Tower And down the Golden Mile From Fleetwood North and South Piers Sandcastles Big and small Towards Town Postcard pictures Picture postcards Pencil drawings By computer The Mere at Marton Limousines And lycra-clad mirth-makers Mobster's metal machine Made from a Mini National Savings & Investments building Blocking the breeze And the light Standing in it's shadow Comfortable caravans Laughter from Leighton Jokes from Jamie Sparkling grape juice All the way from Grimsby Via the M18 Panoramic views From the highest motorway In Britain Deep dales High Pennine peaks In Yorkshire Rain and sunshine Traffic build-ups In Blackburn Blues in Burnley Families fighting Four-pint pitchers Of foaming ale Mussels and whelks Oysters and orange squash Cockles and crabs People driving Dangerously long miles Without falling faint Of fatigue Passion in the Pennines The castle moat Golden sands Tilting telegraph poles Going up And coming down Steep steps To silver sand Shorelines stretching As far as the eye Can see Whirling wind turbines Whitewashed windmills Scattered over the Northwest frontier Unfurled flags Flying furiously In a westerly wind Cod and curry sauce Pen'orth o'scraps And pots of mushy peas Wrapped in writing Mablethorpe Messenger Blackpool Gazette Cotswold Courier Yesterday's news Today's chip wrappers Tomorrow's waste. Dusti Rodes (2006)
Postcard from Spain The deep blue Med, Bleeding red, With green seaweed. Ten thousand immigrant flies, Travelling in on the wings Of the Sirocco; From north Morocco. The power of the Siesta Sun, Making the sand in my shoe hot. Luscious lips, not bruised Neither battered nor burnt, Grappling with grapefruits. Paradise Beach, Paraded with parasol palms; Waves breaking On a wind-kissed shore. I may be bathing later, I am still not sure. A lone bathing beauty, From the Lone Star state, Ear to the phone. Southern Belle; Listening to Western Bell. Had to go and see My mountain, Standing stark In darkest Dakota. Aqui,Casas de Lujo. Here, Luxury Houses. Cornish Cream, Mandarin Palace. Urban graffiti In an idyllic setting. Perfect paradox. Jet plane trucking Leaving tyre tracks In the bright blue sky. Sun-kissed shingle. Sitting on a man-made rock, The sea has shaped To blend in with the shoreline. Concrete clusters; Indistinguishable, From indigenous icons Seaweed green, but yesterday, Bleached red, By the unforgiving sun today. Granite granules, Marble monolinths. Sculptured saline symbols. Yellow bouys bobbing, Effortlessly. Looking like a line of sweet corn, Positioned precariously On a willow patterned plate. To my right, A multitude of people, To my left, A hundred more. But I sit here, Surrounded by the solitude of silence. Alone, with only my thoughts, For company. 'Cept for the gentle breeze, Whispering words of untold wisdom. Gleaned from eons of eavesdropping, On its many invisible travels Around the globe. The unseen listener of many conversations, Keeper of Confidences, Storer or Secrets, Librarian of Lies, Treasurer of Truths. Spreading the gospel of God, By the Mediterranean Sea. I went away And wrote. Warm winds, Helicopter hovering, Gentle gyrations. Drenched dog, Bedraggled by brine. Dappled writing, Caused by the sun Through the brim Of my hat. Beach-combing bum, Scouring the shoreline, With a plastic bag, because of the hole In my pocket. Gone is the moment For forced photography, A thousand photos, But only one picture. Stranger on a foreign shore, Leaving only footprints In the sands; Taking nothing But memories. Beached rowboats; Wooden rafts, Made from discarded Wine crates. Dusti Rodes (2002)